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I have lived and roamed this planet for way too long. It has been nineteen years since my birth and, I still don’t know my place. Millions of people find their spot in the glorious sun far younger than I. Which make me angry and sad, knowing that I am such a pathetic being, unable to perform the simplest tasks. Sports, art, music and millions of other tasks are out of my reach and I don’t understand why. Is it me that just don’t try hard enough or, am I trying to hard to be like everyone else. A wise man once told me, “Don’t try to be great, just be a man, for then you will be

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My CycleWorld spins left or is it right I dont remember It spins thats all that matters Going around And around spinning Twirling rotating
My mind is spinning My life is twirling My soul is rotating I feel like im in a spirl An constant spirl No matter how hard i try No matter how i work No matter
I am always right back to where i started from I feel helpless I feel confused I feel fustrated with this
Am i really that weak Am i really that stupid To allow myself to continue
To allow myself to do the My Cycle
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PatienceI stare into the sky I glare into the sun I watch the stars Hoping
Wishing That you will stare, glare and watch with me You may not be near you may not be far But as long as you know I am watching the stars for you I am glaring at the sun for you I am staring at the sky for you Then you man come back to me Knowing that I have never truely left I was always waiting for you Standing at our spot Dreaming of your return to my side So i will never let go again For I love you so Patience
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Truth and StrengthI sit here wondering
I ponder that my day may come
That my world that I know it might end
As quickly as it has begun
This place, this existence
Is all I know and to lose it to and act so meaningless
Hurts me deep into my core
The tears well up
The tears that I can not cry
The idea that my live was so meaningless
That my death would case no many
Is my only comfort
That my world would end and no one around
Would understand that its not death that I fear
Oh, no death is something I embrace
Its the idea of being forgotten that I fear
Th Truth and Strength
by ~Tenchi0021

Tick TockTick Tock There goes the clock Time goes by As we sit aside Wondering where out life will go Then it will end just as soon Tick Tock There goes the clock The world keeps spinning When we sleep at night Dreaming about lives that will never happen We wake to a life we wish we didn’t have Tick Tock There goes the clock Wonder what happened To those many lost years
Of a life that we wish to go back Yet there is not redo button in this world Tick Tock There goes the clock Time keeps flowing Never stopping, ever moving &nbs Tick Tock
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Tue Jan 4, 2005, 10:27 PM

World is weird sometimes. You think everything is going great but all of a sudden it crashes on you like a ton of bricks. And at the same time when you think everything is going wrong it has a weird way of all working out in the end. i dont know if it is just me but my world is all upside down. My love life is shot to shit and my friends are slowly moving away from me so im here left alone staring at my wall hoping someone will call. Sitting he in my chair taking a drag of my cigerette and wonder what i could be doing if i got up and went out to do something then always decide if they wanted me around they would have called my to come join them. But then when i do go out i all changes either they just like to mess with me or being nice or they just dont like picking up a phone i dont know i dont care anymore.

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Current Residence: CA
Interests: Alot more then what can be put in this box.
Favourite movie: Labyrinth
Favourite band or musician: Lifehouse
Favourite genre of music: Alternative
Operating System: Windows Xp
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Wallpaper of choice: I change my wallpaper frequently but i like something mellow usually
Favourite game: Lunar The silverstar Orginal
Favourite gaming platform: X-box
Favourite cartoon character: Tenchi Muyo of course
Personal Quote: All a true man has is his word once he loses that he is no long a man
Tools of the Trade: Commincation/navigation technician, poet, doodler, writer, Musician, scientist

Email: Tenchi0021@fastmail.fm
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MSN: Tenchi0021@hotmail.com
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!lyriclova Aug 7, 2005, 8:44:42 PM

i love your gallery. you are very good with words.

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Sick and weak from my condition,
This lust,this vampyric addiction
To you alone in full submission...
None better, Nymphetamine.